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December 1st, 2004
i'm an ass.:
i'm horrible. i'm seeing this guy who i can't stand just to get out of my house and out of my crazy little world, and the poor guy dosn't know what he's getting into. he's super nice to me, but when he talks i just want to hit him in the face to make him shut up. i feel retched. i've turned into the girls i hate. i'm a giant evil hipocrite. i truly hate me right now. feel free to hate me as well, its all the rage lately. crunk music, wearing ponchos, hating me, and getting your eye brow pierced are very in this year.....thank god its december, i think ponchos are retarded.
Current Mood: crappy
November 24th, 2004
i'm in North Carolina. its not a place i normally like being, but right now its okay. i'm looking forward to eating tomorrow. Its bad and i know it...but when i'm at my mom's they feed me like a grandkid....they pump me full of sugar and all the stuff i really like to eat. if i stayed here more than a couple days i would either go into a diabetic coma or grow extremely fat in a short amount of time. its also good to get away from the city. oh how i loath the city. its so pretty here it makes me wish i was a bird so i could soar over it all and be a part of the beauty. yesterday i worked for something like 16 hours, so now i'm ridiculously tired and ready to sleep till i can sleep no more...if only it worked that way....sigh. i hope all of you have a happy turkey day and i'll talk to you later.
Current Mood: sleepy
Current Music: the sound of the mountians and rain
November 21st, 2004
going to be ill:
i just ate so much i think i'm gonna hurl. i just cooked an entire thanksgiving meal, which is pure craziness. i actually hate to cook most of the time. Don't get me wrong, i'm not bad at it...its just too labor intensive and i don't like to work that hard only to have to clean up the kitchen afterwords. so i hung out with bob last night. it was good. it wasn't wild and crazy, but it was just what i needed. we got dairy queen and then drove around till we got starbucks. someone walked in on me in the restroom and i was embarrassed beyond beliefe....at least bob spilled coffee on his lap to make me feel better...hes such a sport. the we drove around a lot more only to end up back at my place to play halo (one not two) he beat me, but not too much. like i said, he's a really good sport. it was good to be around a real person...as in not completely fake about who they are, what they want, and what they think about you. i'm surrounded by that so much its getting hard to distinguish the difference. Now i'm at my sister's whit the baby i can't hold cuz i gots the sniffles, so i'm annoyed...i want to hold my neice!...stupid cold. i'm up for chilling with people if you are, so let me know whats happening and i'll try to make it...oh and i knocked the driver's side rear view mirror on the jimmy last night...so i'm kind of in the dog house at my place. i hope it blows over soon. so i'm really up for not being there if anyone wants to blow some time.
Current Mood: full
Current Music: puff the magic dragon- peater, paul, and mary
November 18th, 2004
and i thought hump day would be a good day...:
Finals around the corner,term papers due next week, crazies with bullet proof vests, and a boss who just found her new love for being a nazi....i'm seconds from cracking open my giant bottle of vodka and saying "fuck you mother fuckers!". to top it off, if this week hasn't sucked enough already, now i think i'm getting sick. fuck shit fucking shit! i wish i had halo 2 so i could blow cool shit up. Now that i've played Halo 2, Halo 1 dosn't do it for me any more. I'm such a pathetic katie. I use to be fun and have fun right? i'm going with bob on saturday if anyone else is gonna be there. it sounds interesting and i'm getting outta my rut this weekend. if anyone else has any more fun things to do, let me know. I promise to not think one second about being a responsible adult.
Current Mood: stressed
Current Music: my inner child crying
November 15th, 2004
If i end up in the hospital, pleas visit me. i don't like being alone.:
I turned in a guy to the police on saturday..and he knows its me who turned him in. i didn't have a choice and now i'm horrified at the repercussions. he wears a bullet proof vest on a daily basis which scares me as to what he's into. so just in case stuff happens, nothing really bad i hope, i love you guys and i expect you to come and see me if i'm in the hospital. if nothing happens...and i truly hope it dosen't....how's it going everyone? long time no see. yeah, i'm good...just a little over schooled and worked. i'd love to see you sometime. heh heh eh.....
Current Mood: intimidated
Current Music: whatever is on the radio at the moment